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Cousins! Nick Cannon’s former model girlfriend Jessica White is dishing out her personal insight into their previous relationship as she deems him emotionally abusive!
In an exclusive interview with Page Six, Jessica speaks on their long-term romance. “I went through an emotionally abusive relationship, and everybody goes through it.”
Jessica adds, “I am just the first person in Hollywood to talk about it, and not try to make a pretty picture of it. I don’t want to be perfect.”
It has been stated that the two were in a relationship for five years, between 2015 and 2020. However, Jessica says they were together for eight years.
Jessica revealed recently that she had suffered from a miscarriage back in 2020 while she was with Nick.
Earlier this month Jessica had taken to social media with a message about Nick and their relationship. “I wanted it to work, prayed every day that you’d see me and love me the way that I loved you.”
She continued, “Maybe you did but just kept it from me during the relationship. I walked away with more questions than anything, I don’t know till this day really why current things had to happen.”
Despite spilling her feelings on social media, Jessica says she regrets sharing the post and is looking forward to moving on from Nick.“I should have saved it for the f–king book.”
“I probably regret that [because] I should have saved it for the f–king book, and got paid for it,” said the 38 year old.
“I am writing a book.”
“….would be very short… I think if you put it in a book, he would be half a chapter. A half a chapter is still too long.”
“I am not ever going back and that’s the facts,” she said. “I am having so much fun without him, and I am better without him, and I don’t need all that energy and all that s–t. I am done.”
Jessica explains that she is seeking “the right man” to have a baby with.
“I am going to try, but with the right man this time,” she said. “I am putting myself out there. Part of my healing process is not sitting back and waiting to be fully healed… nobody ever really is. I can’t wait to make love and have a baby soon. Oh yeah, I am all for it.”